WOOGH

Well! I’m back stateside.. (OK I’ve BEEN back stateside since April…) and still have a huge backlog of stuff to get done.

Crazy crazy life things are happening. When I’ve uh, actually slept I’ll type up more.

To come;

– HUGE backlog of italy stuff that hasn’t gotten posted yet (HOPEFULLY)

– what didn’t make it back (INFINITE SADNESS AT LOSING THAT STATUE)

– where I’m going from here, maybe?

– trying to get a schedule I can stick to

Just queue’d up a ton of school stuff to post, and I’m editing some photos from Venice to post some of my favorites in a little bit. C:

Working on my journal assignment tonight, so there may be some doodles to post from that, too. We’ll see!

Haha, I’ve gotten stuff done the past few days, but haven’t gotten it posted! I need to do that soon when I have a breather, and scanner access or decent lighting for a photo.

I think, though it’s a bit early for resolutions, that I’m going to make a few.

– Continue to create every day. At least one thing. Form a habit of creation.

– Seek to cultivate an environment of inspiration. Take time to watch, read, and ENJOY things.

– Finish off commissions and figure out my ideal pace. I have some commissioners that sort of dropped off the face of the earth? I need to learn it’s OK to skip people if I can’t figure out a commission or get in contact with, until I can. I need to learn it’s ok to do personal work in between commissions to avoid burnout.

– Learn to work LOOSER. It is ok not to work tight and not to focus on nothing but detail! My ability to hone details is good, but it burns me out quickly, and I need to get better at working loose and quick.

What are your goals as an artist?

Today I painted again, and after 2 days of painting again past my 1 day break.. my lungs definitely have fluid in them again.

I HAVE to finish this assignment , but I’m going to see if I can (hopefully) get back under a vent for my next assignment,and hopefully the rest will do my lungs some good.

In the interim, expect delays on my getting commissions done, but I’ll try to keep working on digital stuff.

Wow um

Today is my first day not painting in over two weeks..

I was told by the doc I had pneumonia two days ago, so I’ve only been on antibiotics two days. Now, it COULD be the antibiotics clearing my lungs a ton, but honestly I think taking a day to NOT paint has done me a world of good.

I CAN BREATHE

Heads up to commissioners

I just moved and need some time to get things sorted before I can get back in touch with everyone. Expect messages soon!

Edit
I’m now moved in! I don’t quite have my desktop setup yet (I need to make space first!) but I have my laptop and am capable of working on ArtRage and real media things again.

Ahhhh

I’d like to thank everyone that’s been so patient with me. ;-; Life has been crazy, I still don’t have reliable internet, and recovering after how emotionally shattered I’ve been has been… well, let’s ‘complicated’.

I still have commissions to catch up on, and I still need to figure out a good balance between work and personal stuff.. (namely, I need to learn it’s ok to DO personal stuff so that I don’t erode my endurance entirely and collapse, thus.. doing even less work than I seemed to think I should have been doing.)

But, learning is progress, and I guess recognizing I have issues with the idea of taking time for myself is the first step in learning HOW to allocate time better for my well being.

Ok something that’s been bugging me

chimaerabutt:

…regarding art for “exposure.”

Or rather, the problem that lately, people seem to see literally anything that isn’t direct cold hard cash for work given in a mocking light (as popularized by how “for exposure!” has almost become a meme at this point.)

Guys, I’m very glad to see so many people banding together to protect artists. Please, continue to protect young artists. It’s important. But sometimes, compensation doesn’t have to be actual money.

Compensation is the key, here. I’ve been compensated in trade form for everything from gift cards (sorta money) to eggs (definitely not money but very much edible!) And that’s ok. I still got paid for my time. It didn’t have to be in direct cash format. I would have bought eggs anyway, so if anything, that saved me a step and some gas money.

I saw a post earlier on my dash (and I can’t find it again, and don’t feel like scrolling in search of it now,) that was mocking a coffee shop that was offering gallery space in exchange for work they needed an artist to come do.

This is not some poor artist being scammed. This is not the equivalent of some lowlife trying to get you to do work for free because it’ll be “great exposure.” It isn’t. This is a trade. They are trading a service (the work they need an artist to do) for a service (free gallery space in their coffee shop.)

This is relatively common, at least in the area where I live. Independent coffee shops will often have a small gallery space where artists can display (and yes, sell!) their work. What’s also common is that these coffee shops don’t often make much money, and those gallery spaces aren’t free. Sometimes they’ll work with universities to provide free short term gallery space to promising students, but in said case, the university is typically paying for the space instead, and the coffee shop gets the added business boost of a bunch of hungry college students showing up to the gallery opening wanting espresso and scones. But giving someone a gallery space for free (rather than charging them) in exchange for another service?

That’s a trade. That isn’t the artist being ripped off, and that could be the start of a business relationship. It’s a relatively high visibility local space where the artist can put their work out there, possibly sell some of it, and otherwise become better known in the community. In short? It’s… providing the artist with exposure. Except. For real. Like. Advertising. And helping with sales.

Now, by no means should anyone settle for less than cash if that’s what they feel they need for the work they’re doing. If you don’t want to accept trades, don’t. It’s your work! You choose what to charge for it! ..but please guys, don’t fault artists who do trade one service for another, and definitely don’t discourage younger artists from trading services, either! That’s one of the EASIEST ways to get out there in the fine arts world, and making connections is key to having your work actually SELL later on down the line!!

Figured this was worth reblogging here.